Someone wants me! And my boyfriende doens't know.

Why is it so hard to love somebody!? It should be simple, yet it is not. I love my boyfriend but do I.

Someone else wants me. He is not my boyfriend. This is really wrong, but I don't care.

I'm completely in love with my best friend. He's actually a bit of an a-hole at times, and he has a girlfriend (who looks like a man), but I can't let go of him in a romantic sense. Everytime I see him, I just want to kiss him and be with him. Seriously.

My boy friend's body feels strange to me, like he is not a real person. I dont know why. I feel like I am touching someone who is fake. Like either he is an alien or I am. I cant even feel my own fingers when i touch him. I think this must have some connection with my brain but I dont know how it would, just that like he is not real, like maybe he is a statue in a store window or something like that or something. What does this mean?

What is the deal with Porn. I think it is really gross. WHy would I want to look at it. THose people don't even look like me and don't do normal things. Why is it so important to everyone. It seems very un natural and I feel like it makes people think that's what normal people must be like, but we are not. I am confused over this.