i have this wonderufl girlfriend i really do and shes so amazing, me and her are going to have sex soon and i just cant wait but im scared that if i figure out that i really don't like her like i think i do and we have sex it will ruin her life or mine cause see ...... were both virgins

I've known for a really long time that it's not going to work out.
But I'm too scared to tell her, so I keep on faking it.
My weakness will lead to so so much pain.

I'm seventeen straight, not ugly, but i have never made out with a girl.

I'm going to get married to my partner because it will set me up well financially. I can't achieve orgasm with her and constantly fantasize about the hot sex I had with my stupid ex. My finance is a really beautiful person and so genuine but she just doesn't excite me. I hate myself.

I was with a married man for 3 years and loved him. I was also friends with his wife

I now will continue my on going secret from #835 and #837with delight and shame.
I stood there watching the ladies please each other as they laughed at me smiling with what seemed like wicked reveange. My best friends mom came up to me with a giggle and said," I see we are punishing you hard " pointing down to my jeans. " Hold still and if you move you will never be with me again." I knew she was serious. She then unzipped my jeans and popped out my manhood. I could not believe she was doing this to me. She went back to the group sex, stopping only to look back at me to be sure I did as she demanded. This was agony. I was being punished. My whole body shook with desire and excitment. I wanted to be with any of the ladies there. It made no difference to me that some of them in the past were in no way attractive to me. But now they were. I wanted them so bad.
( To be continued )