Hi I am a lesbian and sadly my parents dont know and they never will because i date boys instead of dayting other women. If my parents ever found out about me i dont know what i whould do.I hate my self and do not know if i should commit suiside or not.i just wish some one whould do it for me.If any one wants to help me email me at briannag@mchsicom.

I have loved my brothers best friend ever since I was 12, I have known him since I was 5. We were close for a very long time (like brother and sister), phone calls on Sundays. For many years, I would only commit to relationships when he did, always hoping he would tell me he loved me too sometime between girlfriends and babies. It never happened. Once, while he was helping paint my babies cot, I asked him why he never asked me on a date. He giggled it off,' you don't date your sister'. I have this dream that we are old and on my verandah and I know I am about to have a heart attack and die. I tell Paully again, I love you. he replies as usual,' yeah love you too. I say, 'No Paully I have always loved you'. Things get darker but I can see his face doesn't understand what I am trying to say. That all I have ever wanted was to be his women, wife, bestfriend and lover.

i was molested by my brother when i was young. i never blammed him though cause we didnt know better. i think its one of the reasons im fascinated with porn and sex in general. im with a great man now. im pregnant with him baby. i still fantasize about being raped by my man or molested in my sleep. its sick but thats life

i'm in love with a guy named brady.
he's my best friend in the world.
i've never told him about my feelings, because i was so scared of ruining our friendship--and without him, i would literally have no one.
but in the back of my mind, i have always believed that he would be my husband someday.
but today, he broke my heart without even realizing it. and he keeps asking why i'm so sad-i ALWAYS tell him whats wrong with me.
but i feel like my entire universe is slipping from beneath me, all because of a boy. and i can't imagine EVER loving anyone the way i love him. i have never wanted anything so bad in my life... but i so desperately want him to love me as more than just his best friend.
i need a reality check.

I have slept with over 20 men but until recently I have never felt so dirty or unpretty in my life. I dated a guy that made me feel like a queen then told me he didn't want anything serious because he was moving but now he has made it a point to show me that he has a new girlfriend. We had sex once or twice and everything was cool until then. I have had my share of one night stands and quickies I have emotion issues I like being close to someone and sex is the way i get that comfort. But I don't knwo if it is the fact that he seemed so perfect and turned out to just use me or if it is because I can stand being told I am a one night stand or you were just looking for a fuck buddy I am used to that and I know how to deal with that and unattach myself from that and just have the enjoyment for the moment but to think you actually treated me so well you could have just treated me like a jerk I understand that better.

I want to be single after living with a bitch for 14yrs i fucking hate her but love our son ,i have had affairs with women and men ,we havn't had sex in 2yrs i fucking hate her.