Im madly in love with this girl: Nina Chorpranath... she is the most sexist girl in the world. Very pretty, lovely, funny, really perfect, her looks are bang on and her personality is just great. Only thing is, she hates me. We went out previously, but now she hates me because of reasons, that i was sexually aggrasive towards her, i forced her in sex...i really hate myself

I say to my friends that i had only one girl friend before i got married. But the truth is that I had 5.

I hate myself, and have since I was 10 years old. I have never had a boyfriend, nor been on a date...I guess that's not really a secret. I masturbate more then anyone I have ever met. I think I'm ugly, but not really that ugly, and I wish that I could find someone who would appreciate my intelligence as well as my sexual appetite.

I absolutely hate the way i look and everytime i look in the mirror i see a fat ugly person and all of my friends are like your not fat you look great and stuff like that but i don't care and it started first i just skipped breakfast everyday which isn't really that unnormal but then i recently began skipping lunch everyday and lying to my parents about taaking it but everytime i eat something i picture it just adding to me and i throw it up. It's been happening more and more but i can't help it. I even try to skip dinner but i can't most the time because of my parents. And my parents way me every week and i hate it so much it annoys me real bad i wish they wouldn't of course. i don't know i'm pretty much confused and i can't tell my friends and i don't know what to do,,as you can see i've never told anyone this before and i don't plan on it.

my girlsfriend knows i cheated. what she doesnt know is that two of the girls was at the same time.

i was at the swiming pool and this really hot guy came over and started talking to me we made it into the family change rooms. then we started having sex. the shower tap was one of those ones on a hose. hes grabed it and used it down there..thing was it was the best sex of my life. but i kind of felt like a slut after the whole thing but i got a number## out of the whole thing. :)