I talk to guys online just to be chatting 'cause I am lonely.

...I'm not even who I told him I was. He doesn't even know how I really look.

ok the 14 year old male that is all depressed about this melody girl? i kinda know how you feel but you can't think that way because it's just going to make it worse, you need to just be happy b/c i decided to do that over a year ago and my life has been so much better, and about that girl you either try your hardest to make her feel the same way for you or you just find some nice girl! do not give up on love at such a young age

I secretly ordered Enzyte to try and make my penis larger. Didn't work.

I need to blow off a lot of steam, so here goes:
I am so tired of my life, I need to pay 2 bills before I could possibly leave.
I have been married 35 years, but lately my life is the shits.
My wife says she loves me but never shows any affection and since her operation 2+ years ago she has had sex with me 1 time. I really wonder if there is someone else, I think there used to be about 10 years ago but I have seen any signs at the house lately.
I am disabled but she doesn't care, but it doesn't prevent me from sex except, she only is willing to do it the way that causes me the most pain.
I get no respect from her, and she doesn't help stop problems with my 30 year old daughter that lives with us.
My wife pays her gas, insurance, gives her money, and pays any and all school fees she may have. She gives no respect to me but playes her mom.
Now when wayching tv programs my wife says things that make me think "our" 2 adult children aren't mine.
I need to move out and away, and never let them know where I am.
Then I can finally not have someone complain, about what I try to to around the house, to help with work.
But I have to listen to each and every complaint my wife has about her work, anything, or anybody. When I try to say something she disappears and any problem we have in our relationship, must be my fault because there is "Nothing" worng with her.
The way I am treated by my family (mostly my wifes fault), makes it hard for me to believe anythjing they say. I don't want any presents from them, just to clear their concious.
I like to find a nice lady to treat me right, and love me. I guess I'm just dreaming.

i've put up secrets here before, but i'm a bit sad today to find them and specify who i am. but there's this girl i mentioned before, melody, who i once believed had an interest in me. i thought so much could've been there, but just recently it just went straight to hell. it just turns out nothing was there at all. it's simple irony, of me and love itself. since i was ten years old(yes, i was ten years old), i explored the feeling, and it fascinated me.if i had ever tried anything, if anything, it was ultimately refused. a few years of that brought me to realize my faults more than my perfections. so now, i must admit that i am one who can live a life, but as much as i want it to be shared, i'm just gonna be doing it alone in the end. i'll never wake up to that one special girl in my arms, watching the sunrise with her, i'll never share those little moments with her just as any other couple would, i can't stop her crying(i wouldn't know what to say), but i could stop my own. i'll just hear her, see her, but nothing else. i'll just leave the silence to grow. every now and then i'd hear her laughter ringing in and breaking through the air, her smile, but i'm not gonna do anything about it. no more. no more.

I have been married for 10 years and my secret is that I have constantly been sleeping with other woman!!