my parents except way too much of me

throughout elementary school, i always got straight A's on my report cards. That was the easy part.

When I got to middle school, I felt like it all finally caught up with me. I started getting worse and worse grades. My first report card of my eighth grade year is about to come, and I think I did badly.

My mom always flips out on me even if I get a C on my report card, because that never happened to me in elementary school.

I wish I could tell them how I feel about this, but I don't know how..

I only like big girls skinny girls make me sick

Im going to a party high school instead of one that will get me into college against my parents wishes and I have no clue why. My two "bestfriends" secretly want to ditch me and Im ugly and not self confident.

i have been sexually abuse and i cant tell anyone. Not once but multiple times. I am so ashamed.

my mother pretends to be me online.
it started when i was around age 13 in a chatroom. i use to chat, then she started sitting next to me telling me what to say, then took over all together.
she would start relationships with boys my age online. she would tell me how she cybered them. she would use my pictures, age, and name. she would give them our number and talk to them on the phone.
when she didnt work she would stay up until 5am talking to them.
last time i said anything about all this i was 15, she freaked out and threw a chair at me.
since then, i just moved out. she is still in the chatroom. i think she even has a fake myspace.
she uses my images and crops my boob area and uses them as icons.
on her voice mail, she changed her voice to sound younger and doesnt use a name.

I had sex with two different prostitutes yesterday.