To secret #358...I feel the same way!! But I have but yet to feel such delightment..can you help?

I just came back from a holiday in Venice with my best friend. I have tried to convince myself that I can move on but really I still love her so much. Even she believes I have moved on, after saying how I feel 2 years ago. She is everything to me, so much so that I cannot imagine life without her. At any given time she is my greatest strength and my biggest weakness. I want to be with her always and experience life alongside her. I watch her when she turns away from me and I just want to tell her that nothing has changed and that I would gladly die for her if it meant just one embrace. But I cant and thats the sum of it. To do so would be to ruin our friendship which I value more then anything.

That is my secret. It doesnt require any advice or condolence.

I am in love with a man who considers me just a friend.

I read every single secret and now I feel less insane, alone, perverted, lost, and afraid. Either that or I feel like I'm not the only one that is any one of those things.

our whole grade was invited to a classmates party tonight and my friend brought my "ex bf" but he doesn't live here but he broke up w/ me after findin a girl an hour earlier, so then he goes out w/ my other friend like twice already and idk i'm pry just jealous that she has a bf and i don't, and i don't even really think he's hot or what not and GOD it just makes me wanna scream my head off! i think i liked huggin him too much too lmao but idk it just makes me all depressed i guess cuz this is like the 3rd time they've seen each other in 4 months of dating and their already stickin their tongues down each other's throats! i pry wouldn't care if he would've brought his friend, but THAT guy i think belongs to my friend that brought my ex! i'm gunna get pissed off if i think about it any longer! ...god where's the damn wall that i need to bang my head against?!

i fear that im a boring person and everyone hates me...even my friends.
im always getting left out and forced to just sit there...
i hate it...